Not a Great Day

Today’s post is hard for me to write. This has been my most challenging day. I’ve written about bad moments, but I would describe today as a bad day. It started off good with a nice walk -with just a little nausea. After breakfast I decided to do a little of my cyanotype printing. Once I got everything set up I started to feel more nauseous, but still tried to power through and actually do some printing. I lasted about a hour then packed up everything and went back to our apartment. During this time the burning in my behind started and lasted through the rest of the afternoon. It was painful. Both the nausea and the pain zapped all my energy. Luckily, I have Jon and he tried talking me through what I was feeling. I hated today, but I also know , when I think logically about it, that it is still a day of healing and that I’m still on the right path. I know above all else that I need to stay positive.